it so sad...

even though there was only like nine of us( me, ernest, justin, yong chang, shun yit, hooi ching, siew siew and christine) for this time reunion, i'm glad we did meet up somehow. it wasnt easy organizing this reunion kinda thingy... and i officially 'resign' today... i guess its time for someone else to take over this 'task'... i just hope dinesh will stop bugging me to do this and that anymore... we chatted for sometime and everyone really changed from the last time i met them... time has changed and all of us will be 22 this year...that's like so freaking to me as im only in first year while others have graduated, graduating, working and worse doing masters.... arhhh.. it makes me feel so horrid i dont know why..... im having my test on tues but what the heck... i havent been touching the notes i brought back... im gona flop nicely for it... it sux to the max.... i tried studying but it just wouldnt get in... what am i supposed to do??? arhhhhhhhhh.... and the idea of flying back to sabah in like 24 hours time makes me feel so damn sick... out of a sudden, im having headache and flu... been sneezing the whole day... arhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... going back syndrome is killing me again... i just cant get over it... will be a bz day tmr..didnt even think of packing... ishhhhhhhhhhhh

how shud i name this??

it's my first blog here...maybe i will start posting here...

well, two more days before i head back to sabah...its really i dont know how to express that feelings. i was supposed to prepare for my test on tues, but i dont seem to find the composure. it's so funny that i read two line of my notes and the next thing i knew was i slept the whole day and only wake up in the evening. mum was shocked. i dont know what got into me...the sleeping syndrome is back... im just so so so tired. nothing i did could keep me awake. im sure to flop badly in my test... sigh... wat to do... these 2 days gona eat till i muntah.. my tummy is as if im pregnant for how many months dee... kakaka...kinda sad that bro went back to puchong deee.... wat to do..??i dont even know when will be the next time i will meet him... there are still many things that i need to do but i still didnt do...as usual..last minute work... i didnt even know how to start prof d'souza's SSM..duh.. will complete tmr i think... just hope that i could meet up with sum frens tmr... arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... i just need to express this hard feelings... kinda stressed...