it so sad...

even though there was only like nine of us( me, ernest, justin, yong chang, shun yit, hooi ching, siew siew and christine) for this time reunion, i'm glad we did meet up somehow. it wasnt easy organizing this reunion kinda thingy... and i officially 'resign' today... i guess its time for someone else to take over this 'task'... i just hope dinesh will stop bugging me to do this and that anymore... we chatted for sometime and everyone really changed from the last time i met them... time has changed and all of us will be 22 this year...that's like so freaking to me as im only in first year while others have graduated, graduating, working and worse doing masters.... arhhh.. it makes me feel so horrid i dont know why..... im having my test on tues but what the heck... i havent been touching the notes i brought back... im gona flop nicely for it... it sux to the max.... i tried studying but it just wouldnt get in... what am i supposed to do??? arhhhhhhhhh.... and the idea of flying back to sabah in like 24 hours time makes me feel so damn sick... out of a sudden, im having headache and flu... been sneezing the whole day... arhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... going back syndrome is killing me again... i just cant get over it... will be a bz day tmr..didnt even think of packing... ishhhhhhhhhhhh