happy father's day

dad,
i dont know how should i start this
but i guess u wouldnt be reading this
unless i print out a copy for u.....

dad,
even thou most ppl think that mums are the best,
for me, you're not any lesser than them...t
hou u were hesitant to carry me when
i was a few days or weeks old due to my small tiny bones and fragile neck,
but now, i'm ur overgrown baby
who u NEVER fail to hug each time im back
or each time i bid farewell...

dad,
over the years...u sacrificed so much for us,
or more particularly for me...
when i was in secondary 1 and 2,
u asked to teach in the afternoon just because of me...
bro also had to sacrifice, having to walk home for 2 years...

dad,
u used to cane us with ur magical cane..
.thick or thin, u name it...
i dont remember how many times,
the cane landed on my palm or legs,
some due to my stupidness,
some due to my foolishness,
some due to my stubbornness,
and yeah..some due to my rebellious attitude...

dad,
thinking about it could only make me smile..
if not for the cane,
i guess i will score a biggy egg in my Maths..
but no, i did well in Maths year by year...
my 'Alam Dan Manusia' sux to the fullest...
but the magic cane manage to activate my memory cells
i wouldnt even change to a better person
,if not for the marks that left me in deep pain...

dad,
the painful 'incident' that happened to me in 2004,
was the year i learnt that only you would sacrifice anything for me...
the tears u shed in front of me...
was light a knife stuck in me,
u wiped my tears and asked me not to cry
u gave me the warmest hug ever...
u supported me financially and mentally...
u didnt mind forking out thousands for me..
thou the money was ur hard earn savings with mum...t
he worst ever pain for me to bear..
was to see and hear u..
crying and begging for me to be given a place...
its too much, dad... i know its too much for u to do this for me...
coz i remembered vividly how the snobbish lady treated us like 'rubbish'
but u assured me its ok and u appeal for me...
just to let me study something i like...
no dad..u have done too much for me...
hence i made a vow, NEVER to let u down as long as i live..

dad,
i know the sacrifices u made for us..
u hardly have time to rest..
u hardly have time to relax..
when u say how tired u were...
i wish i could just stop everything and help u out..
coz the guilt in me was way to much...
but i know u wouldnt let me do it..
coz u wan the best for me and bro...

dad,
i realize all ur hard work and pain all these while,
couldnt be replaced no matter what i do or say...
i just wana say a sincere apology for all the pain i've caused...
u arent just any dad...but a SUPER HERO to me...
i promise u that i will strive hard to achieve my dream,
i promise u that i will NEVER give up no matter how hard life is,
coz... no matter how hard it is,
it wouldnt even match the pain u have gone thru for us...
i love u dad...

dad, you are my Fabulous, Amiable, Thoughtful, Honourable, Excellent and Reliable father that noone could ever replace...