procrastinating means suffering...

well, i always tell myself not to procrastinate my work... i hardly do but when it comes to clearing my already 'after tornedo strike kinda' room, it took years for me to actually get started until today when i FINALLY bertaubat to clear my yellow looking and berkulat books and notes since form 6... the dust is like..cm thick and the amount of dead si-py-da is a lot also... some dangling as if they committed suicide...

hehe..that's how thick the dust after i dont know how many years...

okies ler, when i was in AIMST, i thought i mite still need those books and notes mer, coz in the first semester, most of what we learnt were based on form 6 kinda syllabus especially biology. then, when i got the offer to go over the Sabah, i hardly have time to even clear my things that i transfered back from SP. mum also doesnt have the energy to clear my things, coz its a whole damn lot... i didnt know that i had so many books back in form 6, up to 2 big boxes and my notes, OMG, 4boxes eh...

some of the boxes that i used...

part of my cabinet... sia sui nia.. hehe

luckily some of my notes and books in AIMST i already gave to sumone. lau eh...really cant imagine the amount of things i will have after 5 years in sabah... mum says once i finish my studies in ums, she's gona send my things over to me... aiyo.. HEADACHE eh...

anyway, when clearing my magazines, it brought back some memories of the times back in high school...

my school magazines from form 1 up to form 6...

from the time i cried in class, fought with some irritating people, missed my school bus due to final exam in form 5, even had to push my old 'bus sekolah' when it broke down in the school compund and the list goes on... when i saw myself in my old RC uniform, i remember those times when i was such an 'ahli tidur' back in form 1, never bother about anything in RC until somehow was stimulated as well ler... having deccee as my senior as well as my godsis somehow gave me some encouragement to be more active in RC, that was how i started step by step, from school activities, outside duties, first aid quizes, competitions...until i received my certificate of merit in form 5. my happiest moment was when my team became the champion in CLHS first aid quiz..however, my torturing moments was went i became the HSL, leading a committee who gave me more heartaches and problems...being bombarded by officers and teachers and having to be the defence 'minister' in what ever circumstances..that was when i learn so many things that i didnt know. but again, thanx to my best buddy and another good fren for supporting me back then. if not for them, i wouldnt have become so tough to fight back and point out my stand...

my cute super rabbity (instead of piggy) banks..hehe..

then, came to the piles of colourful envelope..those are my snail mails...ooo,yeah...did i mention i love to send mails..??? its just so much fun reading back the contents..no words can describe the feeling... nostalgic? maybe... i do have lots of those lovely cards and some words of encouragement when i was down... but as time passed by, when people are getting more and more bz and with the advancement of technology, most people send out e-mails... im not left out, i do send emails but no matter what, i still prefer snail mails... hence, some of my frens still receive my snail mails or cards once i a blue moon... hehehe....yeah, its costy the sweet memory remains...imagine nex time when im 60/70 ( urm, if i can live up to that age) and reading back those teenager kinda letters...ehehehe.. or maybe showing them to my future generation as i think they wouldnt know what snail mail is all about nex time..
and then..cheng cheng cheng...FOUND money among my books ler... hahahaha... not much ler but at least can treat myself for sum meal..or maybe keep to buy a new watch..somehow, all the capalang and low grade eh watches ( mostly the RM10 from chee cheong kai ler..) all spoilt dee, either the stripe tercabut here and there or the battery just went dead after i wore for like 5 days... change duno how many times dee also cant help...so, its time to get a new hopefully branded eh watch to last me longer...

then, last nite was talking to bro about changing new hp, my 3310 memang very sick dee... auto off when i tengah pek chek... haih...when i unintentionally told dad about my it, he said u choose..either u wan a car or hp...adui... sure wan both ler, dad... hp is for the current moment mah... car i dont think so fast will approve ler...still have to wait till bro settle down with his job mer... adui... maybe, have to start some 'evil plans' dee ler..sumehow hope to get new hp before i balik to sabah... my 3310 wil keep for my digi line ler..dahlah the other hp for my digi eh memang coma dee..aiyo.. wish money will drop from heaven ler... PLZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ...

okies...better get going... cant wait to meet bro in a few hours time... till then.. will stop blogging dee... for a week ler... kakakaka... compile everything after my bro balik to puchong lah... and..tmr will start opening my ana book dee... time to bertaubat and get my brain to start functioning.. hopefully can go to botanical garden for the floral festival ler.. and will snap lots of photo... hehehe