wesak...

wesak day 2006... though it seemed that it would rain like cats and dogs the whole night, i guess Buddha wouldnt like His devotees to be soaked in the rain... it was only rizziling during the beginning of the procession..other then that, the

my fave float...hehe

weather was normal but it was damn hot... i was sweating like anything...

think got the team's name dee...lots of good looking guys too..ehehe
the floats for the procession are getting less and less as the years passed probably due to the high cost and stuff..

burmist temple...

but the number of people who are involved in the procession is increasing..that's good.. hehe... most probably its a 3-days holiday and there were so many people everywhere and the roads were jam packed.....

the team from PBA....kejar them like mad...

mahindrama temple eh...

managed to snap photos of some of the floats that i think are nice...

the team i followed...but mostly bebas ler...hehe

the karaoke team...respect eh..sang for more than 3 hours non stop...

hehe... anyway, didnt take those did my the MBA, which is the main float eh.. hehe..coz every year the decoration also almost the same... aiya..sorrylah to my not pg frens... met a number of people along the way including thong ching, ai lie, jean nie and her bf... haha..okies, my cousin also brought her bf back this time... guess..urm, okies i hate saying this..but im the only one who's single among the 3 cousins of the same age...sad sad sad... wat to do ler...???

neway, i didnt know why i became so depressed after msging with joyce the previous nite..somehow her words hit me right on the spot and i just cant describe the pain ler... yeah, i have my commitments not to anyone but for my future job...i do want to run away from it and have some excitement... but i cant seem to let go of 'him'... i know i told myself i would... im trying up to this day but it just couldnt work... i have tried by every means... plus, im fearful of so many things.. i've seen so many relationship destroy over small matters and i darent imagine the same thing happening to me... i know...people would be saying u never know if u dun try... i just fear so much... just pissed ler when my aunties keep asking each time they see me, "have bf dee arh? u sure u dun hav mer??" wah... really like a slap on the face..ishhh

another thing is... i know my health isnt good..i dont wana burden anyone... i prefer to suffer alone... i dont really wana tell anyone what really happened to me... will be going for my medical check up soon and the result will reveal... i could only prepare for the worse.....

to everyone, do appreciate things and people around u... dont take things for granted... dont regret it... peace...