life a year ago...

at times..
i dont know whether what im doing is right or wrong
i dont know how to convey my messages
i felt so lost and im fearful of hurting the people i love...

these few days,
i received many messages from people i left 1 year back
i didnt realise that they are people that will keep in touch with me
and im proud to say that they are those very few true frens i found in AIMST
i guess they did make a difference when i was there
just that i didnt realise it till i left that horrid place...
i still remember..
someone told me, she regretted for not knowing me better when i was in AIMST
now, im wondering whether do i feel the same for not knowing the rest...
sometimes, i do think back how life would be if i didnt get the offer in UMS
will i still be striving like mad...or just to aim for a passing mark?
i dont know and i dont really wana know either...
there's no turning back and i can only move forward..no matter what...
i NEVER regret my decision to grab the opportunity..
yeah, it had been my dream and i wouldnt let anything hinder my path
and i will NEVER disappoint those who are supporting me all the way..
to my dearest frens in AIMST...
no matter where i will be..or how far we are drifted apart...
i will NEVER forget those 8 months when i was in AIMST...
i will foreva treasure those messages u ppl sent to me...
i will always remember that u ppl are supporting me all the way...
im glad to have found u ppl there...
may GOD bless u all always...